My workload is tremendously huge lately, and not to mention the stress that it has caused me...but I'm not complaining, sebab those works yg bagi aku rezeki, utk sama-sama with my hubby giving such a happy life to my boy and my future baby...
Tapi I don't deny..there were some good and bad things had happened during my absence from the blog...
BAD THINGS:
1. I am currently on 2 weeks MC, just had an emergency operation, which I do not want to disclose here....but I'm in a recovery mode...and Alhamdulillah, I hope I can get back to work earlier that I expected.
2. Have I ever mentioned here that I'm dealing with the most stupid vendor? Everytime I'm talking or even thinking about these idiots, my blood pressure has gone up! Not to mention that I were warded in August last year for 1 week due to the stress that I faced when dealing with these idiots. So what I'm doing now is I will try as much as I can to avoid these idiots from ruining my life. I did not pick up any phone calls, did not return their calls, did not reply to their messages and emails. But as a Package Engineer, I could not just runaway from my responsibilities.....I know I have to finish all the things that I have initiated and started....but I need some time for myself...and after I get back to office from my Medical Leaves...I will treat these idiots with my own way!! ( ahh...tak boleh citer byk pasal diorg ni, sbb dah ala-ala sakit hati and hilang mood nak continue).
3. I am also a Resident Engineer for my project, which I have to deal with my Engineering Consultant for the Design Works. They have been avoiding us as their client, because we are no longer sitting with them at their office in Empire Tower...emmm....siap la kau bila aku balik nanti...korang ingat kitorang suruh korang buat kerja for free ke...we pay couple of millions for you to do the works...so lepas ni korang tau la sapa client korang!! Bengang betul aku dgn Design Consultant yg satu ni!! Nama jer international company...Memang aku akan write a memo lepas ni!!
4. I had an assessment earlier this month (somehow aku menghilang pun sebab busy buat preparation for the assessment). I felt I was quite well prepared especially when I have been given a guideline to follow...however...I feel that the assesssors were not being fair to me...and did not exactly follow the guidelines..taknak elaborate lebih-lebih la on my frustration...
5. Rumah yg aku baru beli is in renovation stage...aku renovate the kitchen a bit...but we both have been cheated by a malay and muslim contractor....tapi walaupun sesama Islam, business is tetap business...and kalau buat business tapi tak menipu, tak boleh nak kaya cepat kan...so ada lah kami ni ala-ala tertipu sikit...tapi takpe...kami redha...sbb we both always believe that rezeki sentiasa ada utk kami ...
So enough about all bad things yg happen to me lately..let's talk about GOOD Stuff pulak...
1. Bank will release the money to the owner very soon...so I hope in 2-3 weeks time, I can move in! Aku dah extend the kitchen, and dah bayar pun for my kitchen cabinet (yg aku suka sangat2). 80% of the things required for the house aku dah beli like fridge, oven, cooking hob and hood, lampu, kipas and aircond. Yg tak beli lagi is just my dining table...sofa will use my existing ones sbb masih elok lagi..and small2 stuff will be bought while I already move in....
2. Skrg ni aku mmg byk kerja kat ofis...and again I'm not complaining but somehow I feel like my boss appreciate me more! He even gave me another opportunity to go to UK early this month for an equipment testing. But I refused to go sbb aku kena pergi sorang this time...and aku ni tak berapa adventurous sangat. Tapi bila aku propose other names instead of me, boss aku taknak hantar org lain. Dia kata if you don't want to go, I won't send anybody else to go.....hehehe...and at the end aku mmg taknak pergi even the Memo has been signed by his big bossess......
3. Hadif now makin sayang kat aku...for the past 2-3 weeks...kalau nak tido, mesti nak aku dukung dia...even daddy dia pun dia taknak. Walaupun aku ala-ala tak larat, tapi in a way I'm glad Hadif sayang kat aku...sbb sebelom ni he is more attached to my hubby...
4. Today is my 3 years 10 months anniversary...as usual, aku and my hubby will go out for dinner every 20th of the month. Malam ni ada terasa nak makan A&W lah...For all couples, you should practise this tradition...sbb ada la sepanjang dah nak 4 tahun kawin ni, we missed the dinner for 4-5 times sbb sebok sangat dgn everyday punye kerja..and especially bila Hadif dah ada ni, penat memanjang jer...tapi when you maintain this tradition, you
akan rasa your love for each other will always be there...and makin bertambah...try la!
5. Lastly, aku happy sebab bila ditimpa sakit macam skrg ni...aku tahu Allah masih sayang kat aku. Semalam aku tgk tv, ada sorang ustaz ni cakap, kalau seseorang itu ditimpa sakit, itu kerana Allah masih sayang kat kita, atau mungkin Allah nak bagi kita pahala, atau mungkin Allah ingin bagi peringatan kat kita. Dan hanya org2 yg istimewa sahaja akan ditimpa masalah dan penyakit....
Ya Allah, aku sentiasa bersyukur dgn segala nikmat dan rahmat yg Engkau kurniakan pada aku sekeluarga....
