Nothing much....just....

Wow! Kejap jer rasa, I am finally reaching the END of my second pregnancy. This Wednesday (17.06.2009), is going to be my 37th week! How's the overall experience? Nothing much different as compared with Hadif, the only difference is that I became very easily exhausted starting from the 7th month....seriously sangat penat! I do not know why...is it because this time, we have Hadif already....where my sleeps (and of course my husband's sleeps) were never been a perfect sleep each day and night!

Other than that...I consider myself as a lucky woman.....not facing any problems during the pregnancy....and in fact I travelled by our GREEN bike from Seremban to KL every weekday until my 6th MONTH!! And until last Friday (when I was at 36th week), I still went to work with the bike!! Tapi before I 'daringly' did that, I have consulted my doctors (in Seremban and in KL) whether is it safe to travel by bike, and will it do any harms to my baby?? Both my doctors told me that it is totally safe :-) ALHAMDULILLAH...sebab aku ngan my husband ni prefer simple and easy life....daripada naik kereta from home to office, and have to leave early just to avoid traffic jam, better naik jer motor...and 10 minutes je sampai ofis...

My kaklong and family came and visit my house last week...diorg semua skrg duduk Miri....but will be back for good in August :-)

Yg gelak gile tu..my sister in-law..yg duduk kat this condo jugak...kitorang lepak sampai pukul 2 pagi...dah lama tak berkumpul 1 family....

This time punye post takde theme la....actually just to jott something after been missing for a month! Aku mmg busy dgn my works lately (and of course I'm not the kind of person yg akan update blog kat office)...bila travel sini sana for the past 3 months, I went together with my hubby and Hadif ... so mmg la aku takkan update while they are with me.... and bila weekend...jgn harap la nak bukak pc...sbb Hadif adalah org pertama yg akan menyebok...

Hadif disuruh posing...camni lak gaya dia

Myself at 35 weeks...not too bad, I guess :-) and siap boleh pergi visit yard lagi tu....I'm proud of myself!

But today is my first day at home...on medical leaves :-) so while waiting for the 'time' to come.....I take this opportunity to write something...just to bring back the writing moods....and of course...Hadif skrg tgh tido....and tak payah la aku menyorok2 kan diri aku kat dalam bilik bila nak bukak laptop aku ni....sebab aku dgn bebasnye boleh lepak kat my 'bar counter' and it feels so comfortable using my laptop here....that's why here I am.....and not to forget to mention that 3 bars of chocolates are sitting next to my laptop, waiting to be finished by me.....owwwhhhh....lupa nak bagitau...this time punye pregnancy, mmg aku ada masaalah chocolate craving sikit....especially after the 6th month! Tapi takpe...I am so confident that I can get back to shape after the delivery...Insya allah!! Tapi what happens if the method I did with Hadif doesn't work this time??? Emmm....jadi la aku org gemuk nampaknyer!! No no no...I won't give up easily ...coz there are so many motivations around me....so aku takkan mengalah easily punye!! Hehehe....confident betul! Takpe la... we should have faith in ourselves...Kalau diri sendiri tak yakin...sape lagi yg nak bagi kita keyakinan kan????

My new workstation for the coming 2 months ++

OK la...better stop here...coz feel like my post this time does not carry any weight :-(
Nanti la bila ada masa .. aku update lagi ....

13TH MAY 2009

It was my birthday last Wednesday i.e. 13th MAY 2009. That's mean that I am 29 years old now. Wow! By looking at the number..seem scary, but to tell the truth..I don't feel any difference as compared to 5-6 years ago...I still feel young, good and vibrant (ceh....) But yup, that's the truth. Syukur kat Allah sbb gave me good health for the past 29 year......Alhamdulillah...

Syukur kat Allah sbb bagi aku hidup senang macam hari ini..Walaupun tak mewah, tapi aku bersyukur sbb aku cukup makan (terlebih makan in fact), aku ada rumah nak berteduh, aku ada kereta and motor, utk memudahkan aku kemana-mana....tanpa perlu naik bas or LRT yg servicenye kengkadang tu boleh buat org sakit jiwa....

Dan yg paling penting sekali, aku dianugerahkan husband yg baik, memahami..always there to support me, always make me happy... Kesimpulannye, Yusry adalah hubby yg menyenangkan hati aku dalam semua perkara...thank you darling...

Aku jugak dianugerahkan anak yg comel seperti Hadif (sorry to admit yg Hadif comel..tapi that's the comments I received from people)...Alhamdulillah..mungkin berkat doa aku and husband masa pregnant kan dia agaknyer... Apart from being comel, Hadif is a very healthy boy....Tak pernah la buat kitorang cuak so far... and skrg ni pulak, dah mula tunjuk minat yg sangat tinggi dalam membaca buku...pantang bangun tido jer...pergi amik buku..and bawak dalam bilik suruh aku or hubby baca...terpaksa la dalam mengantuk tu kena buat bunyi tiger, bunyi dog and bunyi cat kat dia...nak suruh dia sebut all those animals...dia tak pandai lagi..hehehehe tak kesah la Hadif, janji Hadif suka baca buku...biar jadi org pandai dah besar nanti!!

Ni dia buku-buke kegemaran Hadif

Senangnye hati Hadif suka baca buku

Tak lupa juga aku nak panjatkan syukur aku, dianugerahkan family yg baik; emak, papa, kaklong, abg tapar, abg apis and ain... Rezeki diorg ni semuanye murah-murah belaka...so in a way, tak perlulah aku susah hati pasal keluarga aku tak makan ke, takde duit ke..etc...and aku tahu if aku ada problem...diorg sentiasa will be there to help me....

Aku bersyukur jugak sbb aku ada kerja yg baik..walaupun aku skrg dalam keadaan confuse, whether nak tukar my path into non-technical...or to maintain in Electrical line..tapi kerja aku still berjalan lancar with the continuous supports I received from the bossess and colleagues...

Bestnyer aku dikelilingi oleh org yg menyenangkan....

Tahun ni aku dapat hadiah seperti dibawah...sukanye aku...sbb walaupun org lain dah lama pakai ...tapi aku dapat crocs daripada my hubby, bukan beli sendiri...comel lak tu...and yg lagi best u...pagi2 lagi on 13th May tu...Hadif dgn terhoyong-hayang nyer bawak hadiah yg disangkutkan di kepala dia (by daddy)...ke dalam bilik...masa tu aku ala-ala mengantuk lagi....nak sambung tido lepas solat subuh...tapi Hadif datang bagi hadiah...katanye dari dia and daddy...hehehe....thank you to my both important 'boys' in my life!!

comel tak?

ni yg aku paling suka

So many good things happened during this month so far...ye la...last Sunday pun kan Mother's Day...daddy and Hadif share duit beli kek secret recipe utk aku...hahaha!! Ye la...mesti la kena share ngan Hadif...sbb daddy kata aku bukannye mummy dia, tapi mummy Hadif...heeheh...
takde la...mana sampai hati nak pakai duit si kenit ni...

And next week, will be our 4th Year Anniversary...kena beli hadiah ke? Emmm...actually we both agreed to share buying something for both of us...takpe la..since belom beli lagi...belom boleh citer la nampaknyer...

All and all...Thank you everybody for making my life so meaningful...I love you all very much!!

how's their holidays..

hari ni my family will be coming back from their holidays in phuket . Sapa yg pergi? mak, papa, ain, abg tapa and his family, and abg apis and his family...I was supposed to join them too...but when thinking about penat pindah tak habis lagi, and Hadif yg ada check up for the last time with his doctor in Seremban, so we cancelled it..

Menyesal ke tak pergi? Emmm....takde la menyesal sangat...sbb aku ni bukannye suka pergi jalan-jalan sangat...tapi aku value berkumpul ramai2 ngan adik-beradik la...bukannye selalu dapat berkumpul sama-sama kan...

Tapi my cousin, for those yg know him, Cosry (hehe, nak promote cousin lak kat sini) nak buat housewarming party this Friday...so jumpa la semua org kat sana nanti except my kaklong in Miri...walaupun aku kena pergi JB this Thursday, hopefully can sampai KL before 7pm...

OK la...tunggu jer la citer dari adik aku Ain nanti...best ke tak holiday diorg tu...

Rindu Hadif

Kesian lak aku tgk Hadif lately ni, boring kot takde mana sgt dia boleh pergi bila kitorang pergi kerja. Kalau dulu at least dia boleh pergi main dgn kucing dia yg kitorang panggil 'meow Hadif', pergi tgk ayam kat rumah depan, pergi main2 ngan anak jiran....tapi skrg ni, paling jauh pun boleh main kat balcony....itupun kalau dia sorang2, aku tak berapa kasi dia keluar sangat, sbb pantang apa yg dia jumpa, mesti nak masuk mulut...

So apa yg aku buat skrg ni, lepas balik kerja, aku spend masa lepak2 ngan dia kat balcony. If husband ada sekali, we all pergi turun bawah bawak dia main tepi swimming pool...and kalau tak berapa penat, bawak la dia pergi tesco ke..mana2 yg patut bila malam...

I miss him very much right now, that's why I'm putting his pictures here...

Hadif dgn muka yg teramat suci

Jalan-jalan kat Seremban Parade

Miss you!!


Wish I could just stay at home, and play with you all days...

Selepas....

Alhamdulillah...almost 90% barang-barang keperluan di rumah baru, teleh dibeli..tinggal sikit2 jer lagi macam alas kaki, jam dinding, hiasan meja, hiasan dinding and all small items yg belom dibeli. Itu semua boleh la slowly aku buat, sbb tak affect keselesaan pun, its just more on kecantikan...

So here you are...how my house looks like after its first week with new owners. Minggu depan mungkin hiasan and susunan barang akan berubah...sebab itu la favourite aku, menghias dan mengubah apa yg patut sampai aku betul2 puas hati....even bila dah puas hati pun, after 1 month, dah rasa boring dan akan berubah lagi....and that's me...for those who knew me back in Sydney. Ada member aku panggil aku ni, Monica (dalam citer Friends tu la) sbb fussy dalam bab rumah. Tapi aku takla se'obsess' Monica, but kalau carpet aku tu, every morning aku mesti check whether lurus tak kedudukannya....hehehe...tak pe la...nama pun 'Rumahku Syurgaku'

View from my balcony

Disebabkan budget lari, pakai jer la TV lama....

See, aku tak tipu, nampak KLCC from rumah aku

Tempat kami bersantai

From other view

From my kitchen

Stool tak beli lagi, utk makan breakfast kat dapur

Tempat menyediakan santapan utk my hubby


Alhamdulillah, semuanya dah selamat, and aku tak perlu lagi berulang Seremban - KL like the good old days. But I'm going to miss those moments very much!

Sebelum ....

Wow! My life was pretty hectic lately ni...dah tak larat sesangat dah ni....but Alhamdulillah, all the renovating, shifting and installing processes have been successfully completed.

I can call myself now 'Org KL'! Emmm, never imagined that my life will be much easier than before. After got married, I rented a house in Bukit Jalil for a year, but because of not happy with the public transport (it took me 1 hour to reach office @ KLCC) I decided to move back to Seremban. We took bus very early in the morning, and in 1 hour, I could reach office (so nampak macam takde beza pun duduk KL and Seremban).

Then bila Hadif ada, we both pity Hadif sbb we have to leave the house early in the morning while he was still sleeping, and came back the earliest at 8pm, and by that time, we were both very tired to play with him.

So we decided to ride on a bike which had saved us a lot of times. But still feel exhausted whenever we reach home... tapi bertahan selama 10 months jugak lah!

And on last Sunday, we finally have shifted to KL ... and still riding to office...and it took me only 15 minutes to reach KLCC at the busiest time :-)

I am very happy with the decision that we made! I hope my life would be better after this!

Let's have a sneak preview to my house before the makeover....

KLCC is the view from balcony

Hadif adalah antara org yg membantu basuh rumah

View of my dapur after extension


Tunggu the photos of my house after makeover in the next post......

It's been a while since my last entry...

My workload is tremendously huge lately, and not to mention the stress that it has caused me...but I'm not complaining, sebab those works yg bagi aku rezeki, utk sama-sama with my hubby giving such a happy life to my boy and my future baby...

Tapi I don't deny..there were some good and bad things had happened during my absence from the blog...


BAD THINGS:

1. I am currently on 2 weeks MC, just had an emergency operation, which I do not want to disclose here....but I'm in a recovery mode...and Alhamdulillah, I hope I can get back to work earlier that I expected.


2. Have I ever mentioned here that I'm dealing with the most stupid vendor? Everytime I'm talking or even thinking about these idiots, my blood pressure has gone up! Not to mention that I were warded in August last year for 1 week due to the stress that I faced when dealing with these idiots. So what I'm doing now is I will try as much as I can to avoid these idiots from ruining my life. I did not pick up any phone calls, did not return their calls, did not reply to their messages and emails. But as a Package Engineer, I could not just runaway from my responsibilities.....I know I have to finish all the things that I have initiated and started....but I need some time for myself...and after I get back to office from my Medical Leaves...I will treat these idiots with my own way!! ( ahh...tak boleh citer byk pasal diorg ni, sbb dah ala-ala sakit hati and hilang mood nak continue).


3. I am also a Resident Engineer for my project, which I have to deal with my Engineering Consultant for the Design Works. They have been avoiding us as their client, because we are no longer sitting with them at their office in Empire Tower...emmm....siap la kau bila aku balik nanti...korang ingat kitorang suruh korang buat kerja for free ke...we pay couple of millions for you to do the works...so lepas ni korang tau la sapa client korang!! Bengang betul aku dgn Design Consultant yg satu ni!! Nama jer international company...Memang aku akan write a memo lepas ni!!


4. I had an assessment earlier this month (somehow aku menghilang pun sebab busy buat preparation for the assessment). I felt I was quite well prepared especially when I have been given a guideline to follow...however...I feel that the assesssors were not being fair to me...and did not exactly follow the guidelines..taknak elaborate lebih-lebih la on my frustration...


5. Rumah yg aku baru beli is in renovation stage...aku renovate the kitchen a bit...but we both have been cheated by a malay and muslim contractor....tapi walaupun sesama Islam, business is tetap business...and kalau buat business tapi tak menipu, tak boleh nak kaya cepat kan...so ada lah kami ni ala-ala tertipu sikit...tapi takpe...kami redha...sbb we both always believe that rezeki sentiasa ada utk kami ...


So enough about all bad things yg happen to me lately..let's talk about GOOD Stuff pulak...


1. Bank will release the money to the owner very soon...so I hope in 2-3 weeks time, I can move in! Aku dah extend the kitchen, and dah bayar pun for my kitchen cabinet (yg aku suka sangat2). 80% of the things required for the house aku dah beli like fridge, oven, cooking hob and hood, lampu, kipas and aircond. Yg tak beli lagi is just my dining table...sofa will use my existing ones sbb masih elok lagi..and small2 stuff will be bought while I already move in....


2. Skrg ni aku mmg byk kerja kat ofis...and again I'm not complaining but somehow I feel like my boss appreciate me more! He even gave me another opportunity to go to UK early this month for an equipment testing. But I refused to go sbb aku kena pergi sorang this time...and aku ni tak berapa adventurous sangat. Tapi bila aku propose other names instead of me, boss aku taknak hantar org lain. Dia kata if you don't want to go, I won't send anybody else to go.....hehehe...and at the end aku mmg taknak pergi even the Memo has been signed by his big bossess......


3. Hadif now makin sayang kat aku...for the past 2-3 weeks...kalau nak tido, mesti nak aku dukung dia...even daddy dia pun dia taknak. Walaupun aku ala-ala tak larat, tapi in a way I'm glad Hadif sayang kat aku...sbb sebelom ni he is more attached to my hubby...


4. Today is my 3 years 10 months anniversary...as usual, aku and my hubby will go out for dinner every 20th of the month. Malam ni ada terasa nak makan A&W lah...For all couples, you should practise this tradition...sbb ada la sepanjang dah nak 4 tahun kawin ni, we missed the dinner for 4-5 times sbb sebok sangat dgn everyday punye kerja..and especially bila Hadif dah ada ni, penat memanjang jer...tapi when you maintain this tradition, you
akan rasa your love for each other will always be there...and makin bertambah...try la!


5. Lastly, aku happy sebab bila ditimpa sakit macam skrg ni...aku tahu Allah masih sayang kat aku. Semalam aku tgk tv, ada sorang ustaz ni cakap, kalau seseorang itu ditimpa sakit, itu kerana Allah masih sayang kat kita, atau mungkin Allah nak bagi kita pahala, atau mungkin Allah ingin bagi peringatan kat kita. Dan hanya org2 yg istimewa sahaja akan ditimpa masalah dan penyakit....



Ya Allah, aku sentiasa bersyukur dgn segala nikmat dan rahmat yg Engkau kurniakan pada aku sekeluarga....