Apa salah budak-budak ni ??

Hadif, Hariz, we both love you very much!

Perlu tak aku hantar ke polis??

Huh...so exhausted pagi ni....Hadif bangun malam tadi more than 3 times...mengigau sambil menangis 'nak amee', 'nak amee', 'nak amee' .... aku tahu kenapa dia had bad dreams macam tu..

Semalam me and my husband monitor maid aku extra sikit lah after what she did to Hadif last weekend...dia tampar hadif dalam toilet...mmg aku tak nampak...tapi suddenly hadif menangis ....and bila aku tanye minah tu, dia kata dia tak tahu why suddenly Hadif menangis... pastu aku bawak hadif masuk bilik, and I asked him, kenapa? kakak buat apa kat hadif? then hadif tampar muka dia sendiri. I asked him many times, and the same thing Hadif buat, tampar muka dia..then aku nak confirm balik, aku suruh dia buat kat aku...then Hadif tampar muka aku...

Adush....berasap hati aku... apa lagi, aku pergi tanye lah whether dia ada pukul Hadif tak...and as usual, dia tak mengaku...and dia naik angin sbb boleh dia kata, everytime anak aku menangis, mesti aku akan overreacted ... tanye dia macam-macam ... hei...inilah kali pertama aku tanye dia kenapa anak aku menangis dlm toilet tadi...she suddenly became so defensive, menjawab itu ini and raised her voice ... ok, enough about the drama...tapi what I can say that she is a stupid girl....sbb apa? sbb Hadif dah mula pandai cakap...and kids dont lie...tapi dia ingat kita ni parents yg bodoh agaknye!!

Pasal issue, menyepak, menampar Hadif, menjawab macam org naik hantu tu... aku and hubby decided to change her...but will keep her until the replacement is ready...

Until semalam ....

Husband aku pergi check the records for the whole day (Tuesday, 2/2/2010) ... we found out bila Hadif pergi kat dia sambil dia tgh membelek2 mekap aku kat depan tv (aku pun tak tahu la dia nak buat apa dgn mekap2 aku tu, dah la baru beli, yg lama dah kena kebas dgn maid yg dulu tu), dia boleh tolak hadif sampai nak terjatuh budak tu.. then dia angkat Hariz, selamba je dia tarik tangan budak tu, without holding him properly. So we had enough! It's no more safe to let my kids stay dgn this animal ...

We packed our stuff and went straight to the agent's house in Seremban. Kat situ....teruk dia kena marah dgn the agent. Siap kena baling buku lagi kat muka dia. Padan muka dia.. Tak pernah rasa bersyukur bila dapat aku yg tak pernah raise my voice to her, tak pernah marah pun bila dia pakai sejadah baru yg aku sendiri tak pernah pakai (selamba jer ambik sendiri without asking), and the worst is, siap ambik sarung bantal bilik aku (and again, takde courtesy nak tanya whether boleh tak dia pakai). Ikut suka dia je nak pakai apa barang dalam rumah tu... and aku tak pernah sound dia, apa tah lagi nak marah sbb aku rasa as long as you are nice to my kids, apa lah sangat dgn harta dunia ni...

Agent tu siap ugut nak hantar dia ke polis. Menangis2 minah tu. Siap melutut kat kaki hubby aku mintak maaf, minta jgn dihantar ke polis. Baru la time tu dia mengaku yg dia tampar Hadif dalam toilet, dia selalu pukul Hadif .... Baru nak mengaku!! Agent tu aku ingat dia main-main jer nak hantar ke polis, rupanye dia serious ... Aku takde la budget to that extent ... aku told the agent that I already forgive her and made her to promise that she will never ever do the same thing again to her new majikan... nampak la dia takut and insaf ....

Inilah muka penyapu yg sepak anak aku, tampar anak aku.

So that was the drama happened last night. And sebab tu lah Hadif tidur and had bad dreams...tak tahu la apa yg datang dalam mimpi dia, tapi yg pasti he saw how the maid kena marah, kena baling buku. Then maybe for the past 1 month aku pindah ke KL ni, entah berapa kali dah Hadif kena pukul. Sbb tu lah everytime aku and hubby ada kat rumah, Hadif tak nak lansung dgn the stupid maid. Nak mandi dgn aku, nak makan dgn aku, nak pakai baju dgn aku, nak tukar pampers dgn aku and etc... And setiap kali aku suruh maid aku yg uruskan, Hadif akan menangis2, cakap 'nak amee', 'nak amee', 'nak amee'. Pity my boy !!

Now I am back to Seremban, to my parents house. My kids are safely with my mom's maid under my parents' supervision. Somehow hati aku tenang kat tempat kerja sbb tak payah asyik nak keep checking the cctv. Walaupun jauh aku kena ulang-alik, tapi hati aku tenang...And hopefully the replacement will be ready in 1-2 weeks time.

I always pray that there will be light at the end of the tunnel

Kisah maid lagi

I'm now back to KL ... dah 3 minggu dah ... i tot everything is fine now, sbb maid baru yg aku amik ni,dah kerja ngan aku for almost 3 bulan ... kejap jer masa berlalu..

She seems to be very nice, reliable, rajin, dan boleh jaga anak2 aku dgn baik...until yesterday.... masa aku tgk cctv from my office, i saw her henjutkan anak aku yg kat dalam buai...pakai kaki...
then bila balik rumah, husband aku download lah her activities sepanjang kitorang takde kat rumah ... and found out ....

dia boleh sepak anak aku kat dalam buai...
dia henjut buai tu punye la laju gila, nak suruh anak aku tu tido kot...
and lepas hariz dah tido, dia boleh duduk kat sofa, sambil kaki dia masukkan ke dalam buai..
and henjut pakai kaki..

Aduhai...
Apa la nasib kitorang ni... kalau nak tukar, maid will be available for at least 3 weeks...Kalau ada maid baru, we have to go thru the same hassle again, means that we have to move back to seremban for at least 1 month..pergi la kerja ulang alik sban-kl .... and nak ambik yg barupun kena pakai duit ...for at least RM1000... and yg paling tak tahan is.....kalau ambik baru pun, belum tentu that the new one is better than then current ones...

aku buntu .. aku buntu ... aku buntu ....

dah bosan bercerita pasal maid kat dalam blog ni...macam never ending story pulak!

Hati kat office pun sentiasa tak tenteram....dah la kena pergi Bintulu esok...Aduhai...camne??

Nak berenti ... tak boleh lagi .... terasa macam I'm a Desperate Housewife pulak !!

WANTED ....

Ini lah rupanya SI PENCURI

Apa jua sebab dan alasannya, KAU tidak berhati perot sehingga meninggalkan anak2 ku dan menrompak harta benda ku. MAID oh MAID ...

Makin menjadi2 lak kes lately nie ...Last week news about Malacca kes yg anak majikan sampai "meninggal". Pastu today in MHI ada highlight pasal maid lari tinggalkan anak majikan (9 hours budak2 tue dehydrated) and mencurik pulak ... some how I feel that maybe the same girl or keturunan dia yg datang Malaysia buat perangai ...

so those yg jumpa THIS PENCURI or experience the same just leave your comment ... Dah puas dah turun naik balai ... with all the leads and information yg memang boleh tertangkap si Pencurik nie .. but what I can say more .. so makin berleluasa lah mereka di Bumi Malaysia ...

Kemana ku menghilang diri ...

Many things had happened to me and my family for the past 3 months....but I guess this is the biggest. Ramai yg dah tahu coz it already happened more than a month ago.... But for those who has no idea, my maid yg aku baru amik 2 minggu....lari tinggalkan anak-anak aku kat rumah, at least for more than 3 hours. Nasib baik aku balik during lunch hour,and found out dua-dua anak aku melalak-lalak...keadaan rumah mmg macam kena rompak. Tapi Alhamdulillah, anak aku tak diapa-apakan...dan tak dibawak lari...

Tapi seperti biasa...hidup mesti diteruskan...but just to elaborate more...what are my stuff yg gone with the basketball maid....:

1. 1 big Samsonite luggage bag
2. 1 medium size Reebok luggage bag
3. 1 Targus bagpack
4. My favourite Coach handbag
5. My favourite watch ... hantaran punye...
6. 2 bentuk cincin emas...cincin masa aku belom kawin
7. A lot!!! of my baju, more than 20 pieces as far as I can remember

8. A lot!! baju Hadif yg branded...cinabeng betul....kesian anak aku skrg pakai baju2 cokia jer....takpe sayang...ada rezeki mummy beli lagi...skrg tgh broke...
9. My Elizabeth Arden make-up set
10. My MAC compact powder
11. Olay Total Effect aku pun dia kebas....
12. My brooches yg cun-cun...yg tak cun pandai lak dia tak amik
13. Petronas tag dalam Targus pun dia kebas...kertas2 kat dalam beg tu pandai lak dia kuarkan...
14. My undies...bodoh punye budak!

Itu yg aku perasan...tapi yg aku tak perasan...wallahualam...Pandai tunjuk baik depan semua org...mintaku Yassin nak baca malam-malam...

Takpe la...insya allah aku tak buat benda2 haram dalam hidup aku ni, so aku harap barang2 yg hilang ni boleh dibeli lagi....tapi I'm sure, the basketball maid tu, akan terima balasan dia satu hari nanti...kalau tak di dunia, pasti di akhirat nanti!!

Husband and Wife yg sentiasa 'susah bersama, senang lagi lah bersama'

Tapi yg pasti, kita punye polis tak boleh diharap....sebab we had so many informations and leads tapi polis tak ambik apa-apa tindakan, and the best thing is, polis boleh tanye kat hubby aku, ''Apa lagi yg kamu nak, kan anak-anak kamu dah selamat.'' Takpe la...bila benda2 macam ni jadi kat kau nanti, baru engkau tahu macam mana perasaannya...

Ya Allah, aku redha dgn dugaan kau ini, dan aku bersyukur kerana kau sentiasa melindungi anak-anak aku .... Amin....

Gigiba di hari Ahad...

Excited nye aku nak tunggu hari Ahad ni...sbb aku dah arrange bowling games with Kaklong, hubby and 2 anak dia (Aish and Amir), Abg Tapa and Kak Marina...and of course me and my hubby...

Last time kitorang main bowling together was 5 years ago..maybe...masa tu yg ada Abg Tapa and few cousins...memang happening...tahu la bila keturunan Cik Yon berjumpa...memang 'gigiba' (a.k.a gila-gila bahasa).

Aku pun dah lama tak main bowling ni...the last time was in November last year with my deparment .... siap jadi best lady player lagi tu...hiks..hiks... and time tu aku tak tahu pun yg aku pregnant with Hariz ... nasib baik takde pape jadi to my beloved baby....tapi Hariz mmg a tough boy sebab aku kan travel Sban - KL dgn bike sampai aku 6th month...then bila dah pindah KL pun still pergi kerja naik bike sampai 9 bulan... Wow! Memang baby yg tough :-)

So aku nak tgk la if Ahad ni, darah bersukan masih mengalir tak kat dalam badan ni...ye la..dulu kat sekolah memang la aktif...tapi bila dah umur tua2 camni, dah takde masa nak bersukan.....

Tapi Abg Tapa and Kaklong pun mempunyai darah yg sama mengalir kat dalam badan diorg...senang cite, adik beradik aku memang semuanye pandai la main apa pun, so takleh la nak eksyen nanti ... hehehehe...

** To Ain, I know you are reading this....jgn la jeles ok...nanti Ain balik, kita boleh arrange another game...and kalau best tunggu Abg Apis ada sekali.....**

Pergi tak kembali ...

How's your raya? For me and for the whole family, was a sad raya. Because we just lost our beloved uncle. Sedih...memang sedih....I do not know why it somehow affected me deeply.

My uncle ni memang we call him 'uncle'. Dia abg my mother.

Masa malam raya pukul 2 pagi, my mom received a phone call from uncle's son, kata dia kat ICU, under machine support. He was in a very critical condition. When I went to see him on pagi raya tu, he was already in a 'deep sleep'. And he passed away on malam 2nd hari raya.

Exactly 1 week before he passed away, he came to my mom's house for bukak puasa...dia stayed there until 12 midnight borak2 dgn we all... Yg aku paling terasa sebab on that night, my son Hadif kemain suka lain melayan 'kok' (atuk).....time uncle tgh borak-borak, Hadif bagi dia makan keropok la, bagi uncle air teh la...main kopiah uncle la...tergelak2 uncle melayan Hadif...

Tapi siapa tahu, after 1 week, he left us forever...without warning...sangat sedih...sebab uncle ni memang seorang pakcik yg baik. Sangat pemurah...sangat suka tolong org...and dia sangat baik dgn anak-anak buah dia. Aku doakan semoga uncle ditempatkan di kalangan org2 yg beriman..Amin..

Since uncle pergi, aku asyik terpikir, What if aku punye turn pulak lepas ni? will I be ready? No, definately no...and aku takut sangat bila terpikir yg aku kena duduk sorang2 kat dalam tu.. dalam gelap and sempit..... and because of that, aku selalu bukak lagu nasyid Rabbani 'Pergi Tak Kembali'...dan ianya menginsafkan....

Dear kawan-kawan...aku bukan lah orang yg baik sangat pun...tapi hopefully, entry aku kali ni dapat la sedikit sebanyak mengingatkan korang semua...apa sajer yg kita buat, ingat yg kita pasti akan kembali ke pangkuanNya....jadi sedikit sebanyak...kita harusla menyediakan diri.........

PERGI TAK KEMBALI

Setiap insan pastikan merasa
Saat perpisahan terakhir
Dunia yang fana akan ditinggalkan
Hanya amalan yang akan dibawa

Terdengar sayup surah dibaca
Sayu alunan suara
Cemas di dada lemah tak bermaya
Terbuka hijap di depan mata

Selamat tinggal pada semua
Berpisah kita selamanya
Kita tak sama nasib di sana
Baiklah atau sebaliknya

Amalan dan taqwa jadi bekalan
Sejahtera, bahagia pulang...kesana

Sekujur badan berselimut putih
Rebah bersemadi sendiri
Mengharap kasih anak dan isteri
Apa mungkin pahala dikirim

Terbaring sempit seluas pusara
Soal bicara terus bermula
Sesal dan insaf tak berguna lagi
Hancurlah jasad dimamah bumi

Berpisah sudah segalanya
Yang tinggal hanyalah kanangan
Diiringi doa dan air mata
Yang pergi takkan kembali lagi

Al-Fatihah buat Allahyarham Uncle Darlis b. Shamsuddin